Smellu KuKuJiao!<3

Pictures!!!!!(:

2009-10-23T20:57:00.003+08:00

THIS ARE ALL DRUNK PPL ,
i'm the sober 1 here= P

Winston jus got a PEDIGREE!!!!!!!!

Eug ( tio pin ) Godfrey ( pinning) Ben ( Referee )
Results : Godfrey won!

Zx's TAUNT!(:

Behind the scenes~~

Showdown between Zx and Eug! ( and my psp jus rolled down the boxes ._. )

Story!;DD

2009-10-23T20:40:00.005+08:00

A young man was walking through a supermarket to pick up a few things when he noticed an old lady following him around. Thinking nothing of it, he ignored her and continued on.
Finally he went to the checkout line, but she got in front of him. "Pardon me," she said, "I'm sorry if my staring at you has made you feel uncomfortable. It's just that you look just like my son, who just died recently."
"I'm very sorry," replied the young man, "is there anything I can do for you?" "Yes," she said, "As I'm leaving, can you say 'Good bye, Mother'? It would make me feel so much better." "Sure," answered the young man.
As the old woman was leaving, he called out, "Goodbye, Mother!" As he stepped up to the checkout counter, he saw that his total was $127.50. "How can that be?" He asked, "I only purchased a few things!" "Your mother said that you would pay for her," said the clerk.

Phrase of the Day
I dropped a tear into the ocean when they find it i will stop loving you.

alright , today was pretty imbal~~
morning actually wan go the Humanities remedial de .
but cannot wake up in time to go =x
haha .
and today the guys are coming to my house for a Drinking Session;DD
hoho~~
so at the afternoon i met godfrey for lunch 1st!(:
ate at TM cafe(:
den after that played a few games of WWE Trading Card Game ,
and went to find zx&winston they all at the Study Corner(:
den we proceed to my house .
after awhile ,
eug , ben , zheng and jiawei came .
we slack and play awhile den jiawei jiu go home le ,
den play til 630 zheng went home .
after awhile ,
den it's time for our drinking session(:
at 1st they sae what ,
' drink abit den go alr ' but in the end ,
we finished half a bottle of vodka and 2 bottles of 1.5L sprite~~
so 4/6 ppl were drunk ,
but the most drunk was eug and zx .
they both continue to complete 1/4 of the vodka!
haha .
damn imbal .
i shall post some pics later to show the wrestling stunts they did after drinking!;DDD
yep and i heard while going home ,
EUG VOMITTED in the bus .
DAMN IMBAL haha!
GG sia he =x
alright tha's probably the interesting part todae .
post nxt time ba(:
bye doooooooooooooooooooods!(:

怎么我多难过也没差别

Happy Deepavali!((:

2009-10-17T23:58:00.003+08:00

Teacher: What’s the outside layer of a tree called, Tommy?
Tommy: Don’t Know.
Teacher: Bark, Tommy.
Tommy: Woof, Woof.

Phrase of the Day
The real measure of your wealth is how much you’d be worth if you lost all your money.

2nd post of the day!
and my readers are still lost D:
like so sian onli today ,
had a plan ,
but was cancelled due to the Decline-In-Participants ._.
sian bo~
so i was awake by triff at 9+ .
and slacked at my com all the way til now .
LOL .
* no lifer here! *
so i had Mcdelivery for lunch ,
i ordered so much that it cost me 17$!!!!!
like omg sia haha .
there was like a McChicken meal+Upsize ,
6-Piece McNuggets ,
ApplePie ,
and a Hot-fudge Sundae(:
totalled up to 16.70$ =.=
but it was very satisfying tho;DD
den i couldn't find any1 to dinner with me ,
so i solo-ed down to SuperBowl ,
and slacked and ate and bought a pack of LOVE (;
den went bangala shop to get scam of a 1.5L bottle of A&W Root Beer >.>
and lastly came home with the Over-Priced A&W):
and yea todae's been bloody boring for me ,
nth much to do nor post >.>
i shall sum it up then ,
Happy Deepavali to Indian ppls~~
LOL .

每一天无法不想你
连闭上眼睛
怎麽都是你

When all's lost ,
Ciggies is still there for you(:

Posting for the End of Secondary School(:

2009-10-17T00:45:00.014+08:00

Having shot a moose two Antartians began dragging it by the tail to their pick-up.
On the way they were stopped by a game warden. "Let me see your hunting licenses boys," he said. When he saw that everything was in order he asked if he could give them some advice.
"Sure!" the hunters agreed.
"Well boys, I think that you would find it a lot easier to drag that moose by the horns and not the tail."
"Aye, O.K. and thanks," said the lads.
After about five minutes one said to the other, "Boy, dragging by the horns is sure a lot easier, eh?"
"Aye, you're right," said his friend, "but have you noticed that we are getting further away from the truck?"

Phrase of the Day
Always do sober what you said you'd do drunk. That will teach you to keep your mouth shut.

Omg i think i lost all the readers alr D:
it's been 1mth15days since i last posted =//
been lazy and tired this few days ,
and quite alot happened this few days .

FIRST: Prelim 2 & Results

TOTALLY didn't study for it ,
den went for the papers .
The most notable paper is my AMaths paper ,
it's like i only get 1/100 for it =.=
imba .
so overall i got like L1R4 35 L1R5 44 ._.
VERY VERY BAD):
which proved i need to study extra harder now):
very sian sia .

SECOND: Programs After Prelim 2

So we are informed that the the Self-Study Program will continue .
and this time round ,
students will be called out of class by various subject teachers for extra remediation .
so i tot it's gonna be like damn bloody sian thing .
lol .
but i was wrong over that =x
haha .
it was pretty slack overall .
and the physics remedial was the most enjoyable of all .
no stress no nth .
the way the cher revise with us was somehow simplified ,
and it was a breeze~~
haha .
learn quite alot during the remediation program(:

THIRD: End of Secondary School Days , and O' levels getting nearer

Yep ,
Yesterday marks the day of my Secondary School Life .
O' levels and result taking will be the days that i have to go back to school .
After 4 years in this school ,
and all the shit i said about this school ,
i will still miss my Secondary School .
lmao .
thinking back ,
i used to curse this school ,
the teachers & even the principal .
I even told others how i regretted coming to this school ,
but now ,
all i wished for is that i can stay in this school longer .
haha .
pretty funny uh?! =x
The feel about leaving JSS was definitely different as to when i was leaving FHPS .
FHPS was like a playground to me ,
i never take anything seriously at that time ,
except PSLE and other major exams .
and the way the teachers from FHPS treated us were different from JSS .
So leaving FHPS was like ,
NOTHING to me .
As for JSS ,
Friends and teachers alike ,
will be remembered longer than those in FHPS ,
the bond between all of us were stronger .
it was pretty sad for me ,
but no choice ,
Life Goes On .
i've gotta strive for better results as to not let myself , my family & my teachers down(:
Gotta JY le~~

that's pretty much all i could remember now .
&& there's this craze about WWE cards right now ,
it's FUN~~
haha(:
and i'm home alone this wkend again ,
3rd wkend al sia!
so sian):
BORED .
nvm i shall sign off now .
i should be posting later on!;DD
CiaoSu~!

怎麼我多難過也沒差別

HAppy Birthday Qiao((:

2009-09-02T00:31:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Laugh as much as you breathe.

Hello peeps;D
been a long time since i posted , as usual;D
haha .
anw ,
Ytd is Qiao Bdae;D
Happy Birthday bro;D
initial plan was to catch a movie ,
den steamboat(:
haha .
but all sae no money ,
so qiao sad .
and eventually me gatti wj and qiao went sakae sushi eat lunch;D
i reached there i jitao imba order;D
haha .
i tot 1 plate is like onli got 2 sushi,
den i go order 5plates ._.
den turns out 30 sushi was served ._.
fucking full sia ,
the rice i eat todae ,
totally beat the amount that i eat normally for a day=.=
bloody super bloated lor):
den in the end we realised we ordered too much ,
and cannot finish =.=
so while taking a stroll ,
i decided to tell them call mq ask her come sos;D
haha .
so she camed ,
and finish up to around 20+ small salmon sushi rolls ,
and ALOT of rice(:
thx uh mq;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
nxt we jus strolled around jp ,
and settle down for frapucino in Starbucks;D
hmm ,
WhiteChocolateMocha is oh-so-bloody sweet ,
i couldn't finish it at all haha .
quite imba=/
slack til time for me to go ,
den i go home(:
haha .
and i was slightly late~~
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh(:
yep that's prolly all for todae ,
Nights peeps;D

When we go up to bed, you're just no good, it's such a shame

B4 for Chinese! dk to be happy or sad =/

2009-08-20T23:13:00.004+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Think of the last place on Earth you would want to be and be happy you aren't there.

Hey peeps;DD
HAHA .
been some time yet again since i last post;D
hmm ,
cant rmb much ,
but todae is 七月初一 .
i shall avoid saying certain things for now(:
haha .
oh and my MT Olvl got a B4 .
i was in a Dilemma whether to retake or not ,
but now the chance to retake is over(:
haha .
i shall try to chiong for my other 4 subjects!;DD
so any1 wan study jio me thx;D
lets 一起加油!(:
hmm ,
anw todae i supposed to have tuition ,
so i told my co-form cher sae i cant stay back .
and b4 sch ends my tutor said she cant make it ,
so i went to find my mum at WestMall and her fren;D
slack arnd westmall and bought 2 movies from last yr,
MaxPayne & Babylon A.D;DD
haha .
16bucks onli leh ,
not bad .
den i wan watch soon alr haha(: right after this boring post i'mma put up=/
HAHA .
but den again ,
this stupid irene tell me chat with her .
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
clown this is so lame and i wan to smook!;DD
but my mum downstairs):
damn sian de lor ._.
haix . nvm i shall smook tml morning b4 going to sch ba(:
HAHA! Enjoy!;DD
yep gd nights peeps(:

把最後的疼愛做成了西裝
拱手讓它穿在了別人身上

It used to be OURS);

2009-08-12T20:17:00.005+08:00

Phrase of the Day
I am what I am.

HelloHello~~
haha .
reecntly had been alright .
and i think we all forgave AGB;D
it's like ,
我们始终还是会原谅的 ,
like seriously ,
how long can we stay angry uh?(:
HAHA .
anw ,
todae 1st thing in the morning was Chem Prac .
quite fun leh .
i feel like i noe most of it alr(:
den it was PE!;DD
damn slack de haha .
played Bball with frens;D
and some got injured ._.
all too clown alr haha!(:
and after pe was Phy Prac ,
and was pretty fun too(:
yep , den was recess .
haha .
basically sch today was slack lor(:
den after sch got 45mins brk b4 mock exam;D
and we all decided to go mac for lunch ,
and turns out all who went mac was late for the mock exam .
LOL!
and for the mock exam..
it's on EMaths ,
and i didn't study sia!
but i still get 34/60(:
not bad la hor .
HAHA .
yep and homed soon after the mock exam;D
felt lame posting bout this(:
oh ya i ordered 3items from gatti's fren's blogshop;D
HAHA .
quite nice onli .
LOL .

我愿做你的召唤兽
一生配合你的要求

今天是8月12号,
你还记得吗?
我们失去的8月12 ,
是不会再回来了 .
不过 ,
在今年的8月12 ,
我只想祝你永远幸福快乐(:

I feel Guilty/Pissed/Tired):

2009-08-06T19:01:00.003+08:00

Kahhui's own Phrase of the Day
We all take different roads seeking fulfillment and happiness. But have you look what the road lead you to? Think before taking the first step for everyone around you.

TO AGB: I'm not gonna be unfair in my blog ,
I know you're trying to save your own ass .
But we all know we're in the wrong ,
So if the teacher decides to punish us in any way ,
We gotta accept it .
So if VJ wants to call your parents ,
You've gotta face it .
You think reasoning out with Miss Tang can save your own butt?
So you thought so , but did you realise how much trouble u got us all into?
And did reasoning with Miss Tang helped?
Did it became worst?
Please do think before you act .
Even if Miss tang knew ,
If she wanna punish us , she would have talk to us already .
But she decided to keep mum about it ,
And with your fucking big mouth talking nonstop about how bitching VJ was ,
Even when Miss Tang told u to stop ,
You didn't .
Then she decided to screw us all up._.
At the very least ,
Miss Tang didn't want to mess into this shit .
All thanks to your Big Fat Mouth ,
She took it to her own hands .
Think about what i said and see if we reserves the right to be FUCKING angry at you .

Been some time since i posted ,
and today's post is not a happy one .
Today wasn't pleasant for Kahhui at all .
Neither was it pleasant for Triff and Sherm ,
it's all pretty much thanks to AGB .

First things First ,
i would like to apologise to you 4 for suggesting to have like breakfast .
so anw ,
we all happily went late to sch .
we reached at 11+ .
all was well ,
tho sherm and agb tio gan by their cher ,
and decided to call their parents .
Sherm kept her cool bout it .
but agb decided to make a fuss out of it ,
and eventually it got linked to Miss Tang .
and therefore all 4 of us got screwed pretty badly .
I admit we're in the wrong for going this late ,
even tho me and triff can get away with it .
and sherm and agb may get it .
but eventually we're still at fault .
do we have the rights to talk back?
but this agb thinks it's a smart choice to talk back ,
claiming he was sick ,
and doesn't want his teacher to call his mum .
let's jus say you're really sick ,
the teacher still have the authority to call your mum to confirm on that claim doesn't she?
do you need to make a big fuss out of it ,
and pull the level master into it?
don't be dumb thx .
and eventually ,
lets not talk about me .
Triff's Family day was literally cancelled .
somemore it was sth for her grandma .
Don't you jus fucking feel guilty about it?
and don't you think at the very least ,
you should apologise for all the shit you've caused?
if u don't feel that way ,
i don't think we have much to talk about anymore .

连Triffany都大发脾气了
你不觉得你有点太过份了吗?

HappyBirthdayBro!;DD

2009-07-20T21:57:00.006+08:00

Our Ez-Link Cards(: note that mine and wj's have almost the same hairstyle LOL

I'm being cheeky HAHA!(:

LameBaby!<3

2009-07-20T21:42:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Yesterday is experience, tomorrow is hope... today is getting from one to the other.

hello peeps!;DD
didnt post for the pas few days._.
felt really sian(:
haha .
anw ,
todae is sr bdae ,
so they decided to give him a surprise ,
and i just joined in(:
so sch was boring as usual ,
and chem was really a drag for me ,
where i dint sleep a wink the whole night last night ,
and tanked all the rubbish JJ was spurting >.>
den after sch was detention ,
i feel that detention is jus another casual slacking/chatting/gossiping session sio~~
HAHA .
tho it may sound weird ,
but i had some fun time during detention =/
HAHA!
anw ,
den we headed to IMM to meet the other peeps ,
and ate dinner at cafe cartel(:
finally ate my sirloin steak =x
been so long man!
HAHA .
and gatti and qiao went off 1st .
so we slacked a little and headed to tohguan park .
we like reach thre slack abit jiu decided to play ice and freeze(:
like wow .
run arnd like kids haha .
til this bangala parents decided to get nosy and tell us to stop .
alright ,
we're not thre for trouble ,
so we stopped playing and waited for gatti they all to come here with the cake and the prezzie(:
while waiting the bitchy bangala wife keep wan diao us .
knn >.>
after awhile gatti they all reached ,
and we started all the birthday song thing!;DD
with the bangala mother filming us .
WTF .
like damn bitch onli .
so idk she confronted samuel or samuel confronted her .
and idk what they were talking about til gatti went over to reason out with her .
but fuck her face ,
omfg .
really like damn kiam pah de face lor >.>
cbk onli .
den they jus keep repeating their nonsense and nvr bothered bout that we said ,
til gatti tak boleh tahan alr .
he called the police LOL .
cos the bitch dun wan to delete the videos and photos she took .
lame fucker man .
ya so jus nice the police reach i ran off(:
i dun wan get into another trouble also haha;D
and my curfew is closing in on me .
so i took a cab home ._.
like sian ,
i'm totally brk right now .
TOTALLY no $$ liao lor ,
cos of that stupid bangala parents that made me waste time + $$ .
knn ,
nosy phuckers >.>
i guess that's all ,
i'm like damn shag right now haha(:

PS:Photo's nxt(:

我愿做你的召唤兽
一生配合你的要求

Library day yet again(:

2009-07-16T00:03:00.004+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Limited in his nature, infinite in his desires. Man is a fallen god who remembers heaven.

Big hello to earthlings;D
todae was a start of schoolday after 2 marking days ,
and i find todae TOTALLY screwed up >.>
i'll be serving detention til nxt fri .
mainly due to the fact that i skipped papers during prelims ._.
darn fuck man .
like sian ,
fatty tham came in my class and we had 'H2H' for an hr =.=
but mostly it was from her >.>
wtf lame ,
and she sae til like , WAH! so nice to hear sia~~
but ending tell us we will be serving detention .
lame fucker .
but den todae i nvr go detention cos i got 'tuition' .
HAHA .
thx JACQ for helping me;D
even though i've gotta make up nxt time ,
at least i didnt have to serve detention for the 1st day right?(:
den went home ,
slacked and met the peeps at 5+ at jp .
the initial idea was to study at jp ,
and yep they did study(:
while gatti and i were liek chatting away ,
and mq was like sms-ing TNA =/
den til wj came ,
and slacked and he chia maltesers(:
thx TWIN<3>.>
fuck!
anw ,
when others came ,
we were like not studying anymore i think ,
den we all decided to go eat alr;D
JP Kopithiam 的 , 小火锅!!!!
omfg .
i dun think i'll EVER be sick of eating that delicacy;DDDDDDDDD
the beef they got is really nice(:
haha .
and after eating walk arnd jp den went home alr;D
come home alr i like wtf zombie-fied sia >.>
kum pua tired + bloated._.
den keep run bet. my bed and com cos i was constantly taking 5 mins naps(:
like clown onli .
yep i guess that's all for todae;DD
lets hope tml will have a more interesting detention awaiting me;D
Bye Earthlings(:
Have a GoodNight's Rest(:

我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾经属于我的

分离了那么久，
我对你的想念还是依然深厚的 .
不知是我傻，还是天真 ,
不过 , 想要拥有你的感觉，
依然保持强烈 .
每天每夜看到你却不能与你通话的痛苦，
的确难以承受 .
我真的好想再看见你，
拥抱你，
亲吻你，
但是，
回头想想，会发生的可能性可以说是靠近零 .
而且，你也应该以把我完全忘记了吧。

i'm suffering from an unknown headache)):

2009-07-13T20:58:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Hope is slowly extinguished and quickly revived.

A little kid walks into a city bus and sits right behind the driver and starts yelling, "If my dad was a bull and my mom a cow I'd be a little bull."
The driver starts getting mad at the noisy kid, who continues with, "If my dad was an elephant and my mom a girl elephant I would be a little elephant"
The kid goes on with several animals until the bus driver gets angry and yells at the kid, "What if your dad was gay and your mom was a prostitute?!"
The kid smiles and says, "I would be a bus driver!"

WOAH!
been a week since i posted;D
haha .
been quite an eventful wk ,
so i cant really rmb much with a shagged head i have right now .
but anw ,
lets jus talk about todae ,
lee called my house for me IN THE MORNING >.>
like so free onli .
tell me i pon the papers those days have mc not .
i think i'mma get pwnt on wed when the DMs come in man):
sian half .
anw , went back to sleep til eug called me .
ask me if i got money kup .
LOL .
like sian no money liao sia .
left 25$ for this wk T.T
den wake up i call wj ,
see he wan come out slack bo .
LOL .
after a turn out events ,
which i'm lazy to go into it .
i went to library with gatti and qiao .
initially triff was SUPPOSED to come ,
but she fly qiao aeroplane ,
so..
sad for qiao uh(:
haha .
after lib go imm dinner ,
and came home with a pack of chicken rice for my mum ._.
like lame .
omg ,
moodswings are like taking over me right now .
idk whats happenin man ,
like PMS + damn tired >.>
WTF .
nvm ,
i ciao liao .
nxt time den post better .
now like damn moodless=.=
nights all ;DD

我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远离开我

Kahhui the ultraman;DD

2009-07-06T02:15:00.004+08:00

Phrase of the Day
You can tell whether a man is clever by his answers. You can tell whether a man is wise by his questions.

Hello hello(:
not been updating for a fewdays =/
haha .
anw ,
fri was disastrous ._.
fuck .
we all went with the intention of marshals ,
and we got some shitty job ._.
at least wj and jordan could enjoy more with theirs ,
gatti and mine ,
hmpf .
utter shit man .
we're going around the hall giving flyers of dell=.=
fucking nonsense man .
zzz .
anw ,
we quit on the same very day ,
cannot take it sia lol .
den went to slack arnd suntec ,
and den go marina sq(:
played arcade haha .
and parapara was still <3>.>
anw ,
755 jitao rush home(:
and i reach home nearly on the mark of 9pm;DD
haha .
so not bad la =/
and fuck my dad come home jitao gan me .
and tell me the lj principal wan see me tml =/
and til now ytd den i realise he sian me .
CB .
knn i down there emo for no fuck .
knn lao lan onli my dad ._.
anw ,
on sat actually the plan was to meet at 830am ,
but sad ,
i guess all of us cept jordan couldnt wake up =x
haha .
ps jordan .
i slept at like 4am sia bro ,
den cmi sia haha =/
ps again(:
yea den went to meet amanda for lunch;DD
not bad la .
quite slack(:
and she's like darn emo down there ._.
CheerUp la dey~~
haha .
kahhui is forever 1 Okay;D
HAHA!
anw ,
den headed home after she almost done her hw(:
which almost half was done by me =.=
reached home and literally zho bo(:
but started watching this new series(:
终极三国!
omg addictive shit man;D
u guys shud probably go watch it too(:
damn nice and funny((((((((:
haha .
yea and todae ,
jitao is no go out 1 ._.
whole dae at home camp 终极三国;DD
haha!
and tml ,
hu can pei me go lunch?(:
i'll be so sad if i'mma go myself >.>
thats all le ba(:
haha .
i think i'mma go smoke den sleep alr(:
heehee =/
nights all;DD

我的温柔只想让你都拥有

Wcg here i come!((:

2009-07-03T01:06:00.013+08:00

Phrase of the Day
A heart that loves is a heart that is free.

hello hello(:
woo awhile nvr post le haha . anw ,
recently like damn no lie lor lol =.=
anw tues ,
went to sch for prelims ._.
like lame .
i findthe papers quite easy sia ,
as long as u got study cfm can score 1 .
but lame i jus didnt studied haha .
den after that ,
met gatti they all at liek 5+ je ,
as usual they were all LATE .
and headed to suntec for later de job briefings(:
cb we reach there then the briefing start late sia ,
Gg liao me .
den talk talk alot crap ,
den end briefing we go mark our attendance .
like lame ,
find out we dun have a post yet .
den need wiat some bangla called vernon to comfirm with us within this 2 days .
den after that al is like 8pm >.>
knn GG for me .
den i dun relaly care liao ,
pei wj shopped for his chocolates ,
den heded home .
it was 9pm when i was still at cityhall MRT _|_ fuck .
GG LOL
den reach home jitao 945pm >.> knn .
lets pray some random peeps dun read my blog somehow(:
ya den ytd ,
go take some lj geog adn chem paper .
literally FUCKED me up man .
like cbk onli .
i see the chem paper i stare ,
den i see geog paper i write crap ._.
den after sch ,
met with eug ,
RUSHED down to jp .
and slacked haha .
and todae i decided to skip prelim .
fucking lame onli >.>
cb den mornin cher call my mum .
knn sian half sia .
and become i tio gan badly . fuck .
den afternoon headed down to sch for olvl mt oral .
wah bao si .
this lj oral .
i think i gg liao .
cbk sia . zzz .
after oral go sb with sr and randy they all .
slakced and did nth and came home .
den gatti sae what the bangla nvr cfm our post ,
so most prolly no have work later liao .
den i sian lor ,
webcam fly >.>
and slack whole dae ,
til 1140pm ,
knn the puabye bangala msged me ,
tell em cfm post . knn .
pua siu sia him . cb .
den therfore conclusion ,
i decided to go work =/
haha .
so sorry to D.exter bro , u noe i love u alright(:
happy birthdae in advance;DD
and sorry to amanda ,
seems i cant meet you later le):
haha .
and also sorry sch):
fuck u too .
and sorry parents .
dun kp me(:
yea thats all ,
bye i'mma go sleep .
tootired alr >.>

不能再陪你看日出
等不到天亮

1st day of sch(: or is it??

2009-06-30T00:14:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Live like heaven were on earth.

yooooooooooooooooooooo~~
haha
todae i pon-ed sch(:
but i still woke up at 7am ._.
darn alarmed woke me up and i wasnt able to fall asleep since then >.>
anw ,
woke up and chatted with jingteng((:
missed chatting with her la haha =/
like so long nvr chat with her le ._.
den anw ,
was told by mq that they're gonna go catch Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past ,
and i'm asked so i agreed lor haha(:
den meet them after sch ,
and bused to sqss to fins wj they all;DD
in the bus like funny onli .
haha .
we chatted alot but midway i jus emo-ed til we reached ._.
den reach le met them and we went to have our lunch(:
munch munch and our lunch is over ,
and headed for Jp for our movie(:
reach til gv den noe mq cant watch with us):
SAD SIO~~
haha =x
yea and we've got this joker wj ,
we started off at sqss with 9 peeps ,
den yh joined us , so it's 10 .
but when we buy the tix ,
cos mqcant watch ,
so it's 9 .
but wj bought 8 onli .
LOL ,
jitao sian half he go buy again .
and he got a ticket infront of our row LOL =/
and after some fooling arnd and stuff ,
b4 we went in for show we bid FAREWELLS to mq and eventually ,
wj himself took the EOC sit instead of YH LOL =x
quite sad uh wj ,
he like more emo den me ._.
ya anw ,
the show was fine ,
but they jus said it was lame and sian =.=
i find some part quite touching la deys~~
anw ,
after movie was dinner at pepperlunch .
and i shared a meal with wj LOL .
i cant even finish half the meal man .
WTF ._.
anw ,
chatted and went minitoons dk for what .
and bus-ed home le(:
reach home i kum tired sia >.>
and i have prelims which i'm not prepared for tml .
ZZZ .
like sian i'm definitely flunking my prelim1(:
GG for Kahhui haha .
and i'mma work at wcg this fri sat and sun(:
hope my sch dun do stupid things;D
ahha .
i'm definitely able to produce a mc tho(:
haha .
yea .
wish me luck guys!;DDDDDDDDDDD
and gd luck for those serious for prelim1(:
Bye!

We need to link up right now, na na

Billy Bombers!(:

2009-06-28T04:14:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.

Hello duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuudes(:
woke up after 6hrs of sleep ytd ,
and chatted with eug awhile ,
b4 calling mq on a LASTMINUTENOTICE to ask if she's free to head down to jp with me(:
HAHA!
luckily she said yes or i'mma a sad emo boy alr(:
den yea we stated to meet at 230 but i think we all met at 245 or sth(:
haha .
and otw to jp in bus i saw samuel!;D
so i intentionally dragged him along with me and made him pushed back his study appointment(:
so i asked him to have brkfast/lunch/dinner with me(:
and we head to mos 1st ,
b4 going to pepperlunch ,
and lastly we settle in on billy bombers(:
haha .
been some time since i last ate it;D
and todae i ate like the most exp meal for such a long time =.=
30$ man~~
haha .
but nvm jus nice my dad give me 30$ todae to go collect thing for my mum =/
den while eating melvin came to find us(:
and i got him to order a cheese fondue with me!
how cool is that~~
he's like so steady man haha;D
den we ate and after jus finishin the soup ,
i felt that i was lik 40-50% full alr ._.
GG-fied man .
and when the main course came ,
i literally forced the FISH and a sirloin steak down my throat =.=
along with the nachos/onion rings and potato wedges that came along with the cheese fondue =x
LOL .
and b4 ordering ,
the waitress was like asking me and samuel how rare we want our steak to be ,
den he wan stuntman abit ,
i said medium rare ,
and samuel started asking me how to sae 七分熟 in english =.=
it's like i also dk lor .
but i guess the waitress understood him .
and went the main course came ,
comparing his steak to mine ,
his was like ,
a plastic man!
haha!
that smart boy and his 七分熟(:
whilst mine was slighty too overcooked(:
haha .
den mq also nvr eat .
abit the buayshiok LOL .
and as usual ,
there's lots of laughter during our meal .
and the ones that i rmbed was about melvin ,
when he said 我的头在流口水 while looking at samuel's maincourse .
and when he was nodding at the cheese from the cheesefondue(:
it's downright creepy/funny man ahha!
and the part where i literally LOL-ed after taking the last bit from samuel's hard steak =.=
he kept complaining and i was like taking all he said bout his steak for nth until i ate that fateful last piece .
lmao it's like 110% welldone man haha!
and abit the taste of chaoda onli ><
LOL =/
jitao tio own .
and den desert was an icecream =.=
i was damn sian half lor .
like ,
i sick den cannot eat ice cream ,
but at the end i dun care la haha .
i zao eat .
and the icecream was in fact really tasty(:
haha!
damn shiok sia .
eat liao damn satisfied .
den when handing the bill ,
i took out 30$ and passed it to samuel ,
den he dk do stunt take out 50$ .
so the waiter took like ,
50,10,10 .
and samuel was left with 10$
LMAO .
(btw the bill was 69.89$)
den i was like LOL-ing at samuel ,
cos he didnt even touch the cheese fondue ,
and he paid for it LOL .
and he also tanked the GST LOL .
jitao tio own sia he .
and hen melvin wanted to pay him back .
he jus took out his whole big chunk of coins ,
haha!
no joke samuel was PWNT todae haha!
den after that i jiu go collect thing for my mum le(:
haha .
den go home slack slack .
haha til dk 120am like that i was hungry and i ordered mac online!(:
haha .
cost my dad 13$;D
i had lik Mcspicy EVM upsize and a snackwrap or sth which literally sucked ._.
LOL .
ate damn long and til now i still have a bloated stomach and i can feel the mcspicy and everything moving down my intestines slowly >.>
note how stuffed i am =/
and later gonna fetch my mum back from cruise =.=
GG i think i'm not gonna sleep alr LOL .
and idk this stupid jingteng wants to watch movie anot ._.
jitao sms no reply 1 ,
so my later is darn not fixed and i'm feeling quite screwed =.=
wow after posting bout todae i basically got lazy to post bout the kbox dae =.=
lame .
that's probably all(:
and stupid jingteng contact me asap la dey~~

Just wish you could dine with me

蠟筆小新 is <3

2009-06-27T05:47:00.004+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Only in his dreams, man truly be free. Twas always thus and thus always will be.

WOO it's 6am =.=
nb cant fall asleep yet again >.>
lmao .
sian sia nowadays macam nth to do sia =/
i wan MJ ><>< sick =".=">.>
no joke .
i feel like i've just spill a cup of milk over ,
and i REALLY wanna drink it ,
but it's dirty so i wanna buy a new 1 ,

and realised i'm broke =.=

wtf thats lame LOL =/
and sian..
another thing is wtf i'm on a one man mission to collect stuff for my mum later >.>
any1 free to go JP tml xunsu tell me thx(:
haha .
i guess that's all .
nth much recently >.>
oh and i'mma post bout kbox some other day(:

I can't lie
I miss you much

06.42am

2009-06-23T05:53:00.002+08:00

Phrase of the Day
To give pleasure to a single heart by a single act is better than a thousand heads bowing in prayer

Okay WTF i was woken up by a SOLID hardcore case of Nose blocking >.>
i literally couldn't breath from my nose and my mouth was darn dry from all the air rushing in & out =.=
that was not all ,
all the fucking MIXED feelings i'm having had its stand to my insomnia):
all this while i've been thinking of her ,
and it hurts to sae that she won't be there for me anymore .
but i can't help but to constantly think of her day and night .
the way she treated me was unforgetable ,
and she constantly stayed happy no matter of what situation .
the fun and happiness she gave me was out of the world ,
and her ounce of sillyness was jus the thing to make her so irresistable .
the way i couldn't get her off my mind was unbelievably stupid .
tho it had been so long ,
but i just couldn't take the picture of her smile of my mind .
i'm just incredibly stupid .
&& lastly ,
i bet NO ONE will be able to guess who i'm referring to .

愛不到我最想要愛的人

i can stay at bukit batok liao >.>

2009-06-21T19:02:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.

Hello(:
been Lazier and lazier to Post my blog le ><
haha .
and fuck smooking + cold drinks is causing my cought to LEVEL UP =.=
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz .
anw ,
last wed ,
we initially had this plan ,
sentosa 1st ,
den catch a movie after that .
but after a change of events ,
( which left me pretty pissed at first)
it became ,
hang around the arcade 1st ,
den catch a movie after that(:
but luckily the arcade wasn't tht boring .
haha;D
den we catch Drag me to Hell(:
pretty nice show with lots of funny scenes(:
but the sound effect and volume will totally blast my eardrums out of my head if i dun cover my ears =.=
TOO LOUD ><
and the funniest part during the movie was wj ,
ALMOST everytime some nonsense pops out ,
he will like turn his whole body to me ,
den put his hand out in a sense that it will 'protect him from w/e that's coming out from the screen'
sorry wj ,
i jus gotta burt it out(:
lol =/
but it's a fine movie to watch with family and friends(:
den after movie slack awhile and they went steamboat at Bugis and i went home;DD
LOL quite the emo lor =.=
yea den skip skip skip...
til ytd ,
went out early in the mornin and reached home jitao smook in my room(:
til the smell in my rm gao gao sia lol .
den my dad came home ,
came in my room and jitao onli .
den saw my ciggies beside me also .
den NAG NAG NAG =.=
but i jus bo chap bo chap lor(:
and i MOPPED the floor ytd ,
Literally(:
been so super long since i last touch the mop=/
lol .
yea housework housework + JurasicPark 3(:
cool movie;D
haha .
yea den ytd imba dk what happen b4 i bath i was like zombie ,
den after i bath i macam on ecstacy =.=
LOL quite lame .
and todae ,
fuck sia my mum also nag tell me dun smoke =.=
noisy noisy nia >.>
LOL .
and i guess tml i'm going to the kbox ,
gonna bring my vodka there to finish it(:
LOL .
GG =x
haha .
thats all(:
Nights DUDES~~

My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating

sianzxzxzx

2009-06-17T00:07:00.004+08:00

Phrase of the Day
You have nothing to fear but fear itself.

MushyMushy~~
;DD
ytd went to wj fren chalet(:
haha .
met at like early in the moning haha .
and throughout the afternoon was feeling quite the shag >.>
met quite some dudes there =x
LOL .
and fucking lost money =.=
jitao sian onli .
zzz .
den came home with mq cos fucking AGB and SR ps =.=
reached home and slack all the way til midnight and slept;DD
haha .
and yea my LIGHT IS BACK!;DD
woo song bo ,
but now is ultra bright onli lol =x
hmm ,
todae wake up is jitao no life manga(:
seriously todae too boring to post about =.=
but jus noe that tml going sentosa with them(:
lets see what stunt i'mma pull off tml;D
haha .
thats probably all for todae ,
too lazy to post =.=
nights all(:
bye .

I miss ya, I miss ya, I miss ya
I really wanna kiss you but I can't

2009-06-15T01:34:00.002+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Always and Never are 2 words u should always remember never to use .

Hoho!(:
didnt post ytd cos too lazy le haha .
anw also nth much to post ,
this few days jus at home and dota with ben onli(:
and got damn my room de light spoil =.=
den i can onli use my night lamp >.>
zzz .
damn sad =x
i can play dota til my eyes blur 1 =.=
LOL =/
anw , yea this is the onli lighted corner of my room =.=
abit the sad onli uh =x
LOL .
and yea ,
later gonna go wj fren chalet lol .
but cant stay over ,
qutie the sad =/
haha .
yep i guess that shud be all(:
nights all;DD

Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you

Home Day(:

2009-06-12T03:45:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day

Fortune favours the brave

MarcoPolo!;DD
todae slept til 1pm!(:
song song sia , so long no sleep til so late liao lol =/
den after that slack awhile jiu order mac to eat le(:
haha .
eat finish i at downstairs slack play psp den suddenly my uncle came over with dumplings
LOL =/
qutie imba ,
and my cous came haha .
he damn cute(:
LOL .
anw ,
when they went back ,
while i was playin dota ,
i received a call from eug .
he call and 1st thing he said was,
eh , ck si liao leh .
=.=
WTF and it turns out he REALLY DIED!):
fuck sian..
was pretty down when the news that he died was confirmed D:
den i was lik no life dota after dinner LOL .
til now , which is like 3+am liao =.=
and i dedicated a post for him below(:
yea i guess thats about all .
abit the bored now D:
LOL i think i'll og smook(:
bye and nights!;DD

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget

This post goes solely to YapCheeKiat

2009-06-12T03:32:00.003+08:00

there have been sad times ,
and there wasn't really any happy times .
but to see you go ,
wasn't pleasant afterall .
we've been classmates for nearly 4 yrs ,
and idk a shit about your private life =.=
there wasn't even goodbye .
it was way too surprising..
to think that you'll go just so darn easily):
even if some of the classmates HATE you ,
i bet deep down they didn't really wanted you to LITERALLY die ,
but fuck ,
you died =.=
and even if i want to reminiscence ,
i can't bloody find a photo to do that D:
there may have been some discomfort ,
but the laughs u brought to us were most unforgettable):
afterall that we may have done ,
i bet most of us would like to sae ,

Rest In Peace My Classmate .

2009-06-11T01:46:00.002+08:00

Phrase of the Day
Everything you do in the dark will come to light.

Milo!((:
Woke up at 1130 cos my mum woke me up =.=
den i call my dad to fetch me to tpy(:
haha .
and in the end he brought me to his ofice and we had lunch b4 bringin me there =.=
LOL .
at tpy watch this movie call what rememer the titans(:
hmm ,
quite the nice only(:
but ending abit the sad lorDD:
haha .
and it's meant to be an inspiring show =.=
zzz
den zo lan abit ,
and went home liao =.=
fuk lor .
from 4+ i took bus home ,
den i 7+ den reach .
cb nia la hor .
knn de .
so long i sit til my butt can cook egg liao DD:
LOL =/
hmm ,
DOTA 6.60 Out le!
omg lol ,
but i prefer the old version lor D:
haix .
quite the emo here =x
LOL .
anw ,
bit too tired to post le =x
haha .
bye DUDEEEEEEEES~~
;DD

We used to be 
Just like twins 
So in sync

TueeeeeeeeeeeeesDay(:

2009-06-10T03:02:00.003+08:00

Phrase of the Day
He is never less at leisure than when at leisure.

it's 318am right now , and i'm not asleep =.=
Kahhui is PWNT!>.<
Been working this 2 days ,
but totaly up 8 hrs onli(:
haha .
and i'll be getting 60$!!!!!!;DD
woo~~
but fuck , todae the goods is abit the too heavy uh .
damn shag nia =.=
den while working , intervals smook~~
Sibei Enjoy nia;DD
den came home bathed and tuition =.=
shifen wunai nia la..
work finish come back tuition .
zzz .
quite slack tho(:
haha .
den after that ate some damn leftovers my mum left me =.=
abit the sad uh =x
and yea i jus dl 2 new psp games(:
Bleach:HeatOfSoul6 and DragonballZShin-Sthsthsth ((:
wow was darn enjoy nia LOL =x
den atw at home no life gaming + smooking(:
songbo~~
haha;D
i wan go shopping soon D:
but idk what to buy =.=
fuck lame .
i think i'll jus spend my pay on Cigarettos;DD
woo~~

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

This Post Goes To You&Your Family

2009-06-08T19:15:00.007+08:00

Phrase of the Day

A warrior lies within.

Hello!Yellow!Mellow!;DD
Woke up at 8AM!!!
haha to go work with my dad leh~~
went to deliver goods like i did when i was 12(:
hmm ,
cos the uncle met up with some accident
at Malaysia and it's an uber tragic stuff .
wake up soon alright?
my parents and i will all be waiting for you to come back(:
i still remember last time we together go make deliveries .
i that time still young haha .
hoped to make deliveries with you again soon
so wake up ASAP alright(:
May You Rest In Peace , Auntie.
and bless you children and husband to recover soon .

anw , didn't have much delivery orders for todae , so i went home at around 1 haha(:
but i heard tmnl got alot so..
good luck dad ,
i won't be going tml(:
haha .
hmm ,
came home and slacked and dota-ed .
wth play til darn dulan lmao .
quite gg haha .
quite no life sia nowadaes..
=.=
and tml this msAMANDA wan come KOPE ciggies from me T.T
GG .
WO DE YENNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~~
lijisiwang D:
haha .
yea i guess that's all(:
uber no life onli D:

I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams

P/S: tml not meeting msAMANDA le(:
saved my 3STICKS;DD
heehee =x

CIP(:

2009-06-06T20:41:00.007+08:00

Phrase of the Day .
Life is like a ladder, we spend all our lives climbing it, and we hope that our children will start climbing from our shoulders.

Yellow!;D
todae did cip ,
and all we got was shit =.=
lol actually is cos 5 of us went to ROC 4 hrs =x
haha .
play dota and L4D
omg so long no L4D le sia~~
missed it soooooooo much ><
haha
den after CIP i slack awhile jiu go find msAMANDA le(:
&&she GENEROUSLY gave me 1STICK(:
not bad uh~~
hha .
yea smook finish den homed and..
RESTOCKED;DD
woo!
song bo~~
haha .
kk post nxt time(:
nth much sio~~
buay fun =x
lalala~~

你的笑容是恩惠世界难得那麼美
於是追要你陪可惜本能终会将美丽汗水化成泪水

Buy me a Pack , Pretty Please?

2009-06-05T20:28:00.004+08:00

Sometime since i'm on Blogger(:
haha .
My blog is as dead as Abraham Lincoln =.=
LOL =x
GG~~ dun come haunt me please(;
Tml got damned CIP =.=
wth .
anw ,
idk what to talk about >.>
hmm , ytd went to watch NightAtTheMuseum2;DD
thought it wouldn't be as pack anymore ,
and it turns out i'm wrong =.=
we're just slightly late and we got a freaking 3rd or 4th row =.=
quite lame..

anw ,
it's RedAlert of Kahhui!! ><
He's Running LOWonNICOTINE & CASH T.T
any KIND SOULS care to donate some ciggies for him?(:

2009-05-03T21:49:00.003+08:00

hello there(:
long time no post le haha .
hmm , i guess my blog will be on hiatus since recently i'm not doing much but jus going home after sch and no life computer gaming =x
therefore there is nth to post about >.>
anw ,
i'm still glad there is somebody who'll still visit my blog haha .
but sad to say it'll be on hiatus til further notice haha .
hmm , i guess i shud probably throw in my tagboard =/
in case anybody have any comments(:
tags will be replied too , but leave ur url in it thx;DD

...

there u have it .
thats all ;D
Nights Peeps;D
Good luck to all having Exams right now;D

2009-04-20T20:46:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello!;DD
sometime since i last posted =x
recently no mood sia ,
my hair is getting more and more RIDICULOUS! ><
heehee ,
anw ,
i jus changed my blogskin cos the snoopy 1 was corrupted D:
WTF!!! D:
I MISS MY SNOOPY
lalala~~
anw ,
had much fun this few days ;DD
fri went town with Zheng and SR .
they bought clothes while i jus slacked around ;D
den sat went UBIN!;DD
it's really hot and sunny there =xx
LOL .
and on sun went for BBQ at ECP(:
haha .
i was slightly tanned on sun =xx
LOL ><
hmm ,
at ECP arcade enjoy ParaPara ;DD
heehee =x
darn fun ,
and me and MQ shared a Double Bike ,
den i take the front ,
and do STUNTS den MQ was like screaming like crazy haha!(:
and the most funny thing bout the whole bike ride thing was ,
ahgua ben and Elijah shared a double bike ,
den we were riding to get coconut juice ,
and some incident happen ,
' which i'm lazy to type it out cos it's too long '
and ahgua ben went to hit the plastic pole and ' flew ' off the bike ,
and while in mid air ,
idk how ,
but he crossed his legs den he fell on his butt ,
so macam is like he sit down sia .
haha!
KUM PUA FUNNY~~
LOL =x
GG .
den after that i went back ;D
and todae was SLACK~~
all day long ,
Darn tired todae D:
and fuck .
MY CIGGIES WAS FOUND AGAIN! D:
CB LAAAAAAAA~~
well ,
i'mma buy a new 1 soon ;D
nights all(:
Will update soon again =P
ByeBye;DDDDD

2009-04-10T20:24:00.002+08:00

yea this is the scrabble thing that we made(:
haha! =/

and this is my NEW SNOOPY WALLET <3

hehe ,
thats all le(:
bye!(:

2009-04-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hello there~~
haha .
been some time since i last posted =x
was kinda lazy this few days D:
hmm ,
so i'll start with mon?
LOL
as far as i can rmb it's quite slack la haha =x
den during CME LKL need go early so we early dismissal ,
den go buy RedBull le go back school slack(:
the rest ate lunch in sch ,
den after that we all head to the Library .
do nth there den i go lent Scrabble(:
haha .
we play de scrabble damn cock de LOL =/
can put any thing 1 .
so we played..
den til endin le when we need go for our remedial le we do stunt(:
took a pic of it haha ,
i will post it up later(:
LOL ,
den tues was kinda tiring LOL .
idk if it's tues or wed ,
but den JJ gave out the test papers and i MIRACULOUSLY PASSED tho i didnt study =/
still b4 sia haha!(:
sibei tyco nia;DD
hmm ,
den wed i pon Napfa(:
heehee .
and thurs was also DAMN SLACK =/
whole day in sch do nth much ,
den got eng test which is considered quite easy le ,
and geog test also quite easy .
den thurs we release early sia damn shiok haha(:
went arcade and spent dk how much playing the games(:
LOL =/
den went home dota and TD til dk 3+am
and friday woke up at 6 cos need go sao mu .
GG leh , slept 2hrs+ nia haha .
gonna si wang soon ,
den after sao mu i came home bath slack awhile jiu go meet triff they all le .
i tot i was the earliest and in the end WTF triff was more early den me LOL =x
and met some new people at the CityHarvestChurch LOL .
yea frenly ppls(:
and some were jus plain funny;DD
lol! after the drama thingy den go JP eat dinner .
and went to buy my SNOOPY WALLET!(:
heehee~~
ENJOY~!!
heehee ,
it's damn cute(:
will post pictures up too ;D
LOL! =x
song bo heehee~~
yea .
i guess thats all .
and 3months from now i will have VERY busy wkends le D:
no more going out for me):
sian half =xx
lol yea going post the pic soon(: i think i go edit 1st haha .
BRB;DD

2009-04-05T23:05:00.002+08:00

wa lan CHEEBYE!!
one of my EARHOLE on my HELIX CLOSED!!
DD:
need waste anotehr 6$ nxt time liao):
damn pissed right now D:
FUCK and 1 of my earhole SLANTED!!
DD:
fuck up man! D:

2009-04-03T21:07:00.001+08:00

This is a Bonus Photo!(:

Zheng! =x u wan blame blame ben(:
he wna pull u inside haha!(:
now.. Compare!!;DD

2009-04-03T20:37:00.002+08:00

that's all!(:
bye bye and nights guys!(;
heehee =xx

2009-04-03T19:31:00.005+08:00

HELLO!(:
sometime since i last posted(:
heehee .
hmm
lets jus start with ytd(:
eneded sch at 5+ D:
TIRED~~
LOL! =/
anw ,
had dinner at mac ,
den slack awhile jiu go home le(:
den reached home den i found out my mum threw away my CIGGIES!):
FUCK!
my 10$ D:
somemore it's a fresh pack lor! D:
zzz
fuck .
den at night both dad and mum keep nagging >.>
zzz .
sibei sian nia LOL .
and todae ,
GG .
the test are ZOMG hard! D:
hmm ,
hope i dun fail my Physics!(:
haha .
and both todae and ytd SEETO NVR COME!
sibei song ar!(:
haha .
i dun like her >.>
den after sch go LTA!(:
haha ,
was crapping around in the bus ,
den the floor quite high ,
so when i stand ,
and the bus shake nia ,
my head will bump tio the ceiling >.>
wa lan kum pain nia!):
lol ,
anw ,
reached LTA den they sae the tour guide is a CHIOBU~~
den guess what ,
ours was a fatty 'CHIO BU' >.>
zzz .
uber sian half nia LOL .
and took some pics of others in there(:
my hair too noob to take pics le! ><
haha . den after LTA we came back to sch den actually wan go KFC eat de ,
den in the end ,
we went to mac instead >.>
LOL! =/
ate mac for 2 days le -.-
wonder how fat i'll get man D:
LOL! =/
den after that walked home with Triff , SR and Natasha(:
took 2 pics(:
haha!
hmm ,
guess thats all(:
finally i'mmahave a gd night's rest tonight(:
YAY! .
kk
i'll post the photos as soon as i edit finish(:
brb ;D

2009-03-29T22:18:00.003+08:00

i'll have a pic out-of-randomness!((:
hmm , lets start from thurs(:
LOL!
kk wtf i forgot what happend on thurs LOL! ><
den lets start with friday(:
LOL!
anw ,
zx and godf and YINGHENG didnt go sch ,
they pon go lan den tio own ,
tio call parents haha!
GG .
den anw ,
after sch is want to go home change den buy ciggies de ,
but fuck ahneh haven open shop ,
so nvm i follow randy go lan(:
haha .
and wanted to play for awhile den ,
den who knows godf and gang ps us >.>
zzz fuck .
so bo bian wasted trip ,
walk there walk back lor .
den go home slack awhile my da back i go out with him to ToaPaYoh liao(:
after that he fetch me back i go the ahneh shop bought my ciggies(:
wakaka .
enjoy sio LOL .
den buy le otw to sch smoked 1 stick(:
haha .
lalala .
hmm ,
slacked in sch with faiz and gang LOL .
den went home ,
and imba smoking man liao hah(:
after every dota game = 1 stick ;D
chiongster nia LOL!
yea and idk what time i slept on fri night ,
so on sat my cous came over at night(:
haha .
and btw i didnt gave a shit to the earth day thingy =x
SORRY EARTH! D:
anw ,
yea he's onli p2 haha .
he came over for the night lol .
slacked with him til 1+ he fell asleep den i also go sleep le haha .
and today mornin nabei .
both my cous + dad gang tgt disturb me wake up >.>
ZZZ
oh ya!!!
forget take photo with my cous zzz .
sian half nia >.>
so anw ,
they gang me i didnt care them ,
den i ownself wake up at 11+ cos my cous nvr close door properly den room not cold anymore >.>
sian half .
so cont slak with my cous ,
den after that take turn play com with my cous haha .
he's damn cute , and sensible ,
jus that when i see him play game ,
i take boleh tahan .
LOL!
will vomit blood cos when he play tower defence ,
his reaction damn slow den i at the side kanchiong spider haha! =x
si wang LOL! =/
anw ,
so at evening my parents fetch us go eat mac ,
den send him home and went home le(:
haha .
and i realise FACEBOOK has got such entertaining thingys ,
like quizzes and stuffs LOL! .
sibei kill-time(:
haha! .
kk thats all ,
nights all!;DD
byebye(:

smoking~~
<33
haha!(:
byebye;DD

2009-03-25T21:22:00.001+08:00

yea so this are the pictures(:
haha byebye(:

2009-03-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

hmm ,
todae woke up at arnd 11+ from eugene's call >.>
somemore is call my other number LOL .
den wth when i came to my senses i realise my phone is missing >.>
zzz
LOL .
den i find find find knn cannot find bodoh -.-
so i was liek thinking where i left it last night ,
den i realise i fell asleep downstairs last night ,
so probably my mum woke me up and told me to go upstairs to sleep
and i forgot my phone ,
tho that time i was definitely 99% unconsious liao >.>
LOL! =x cos i cant really rmb what happened LOL .
den i go downstairs den i realise my phone on the table LOL .
and the batt died >.>
LOL! =x
so den i woke up and slacked awhile ,
and talk to mq den at arnd 1+ mq tell me zheng send her sos msg lmao .
so den decided to go out to eat(:
woo .
reached jp and met them den go BK eat and guess who i met ,
BEN~~
LOL .
and his girlf(:
LOL! =/
so sat with them ,
den after eating we 3 were like wandering aimlessly arnd JP LOL! =x
siao bo haha .
den zheng wanna buy a phone strap ,
and mq say dun buy from jp ,
buy from imm better...
and we took bus to JE den walk to IMM .
sibei sian half sia ,
along the way walan the floor so damn dirty den make my leg and slippers dirty too >.>
LOL .
den go toilet wash the cleaner also wan kpkb .
sibei spoil mood nia zzz .
so after that went daiso see see(:
walk inside quite long and in the end onli i buy 3 items =.=
i got 2 drinks ( black coffee & the stupid diet coke which sucks like zomgwtfbbq ) ,
and a little sth which trains the forearm ( the use hand keep squezze squezze de(: ) ,
and an ASHTRAY!(: ( handpicked by both Mq and Zheng(: ) .
lol .
den on our way to daiso zheng do stun go sit on the small small machine for little kids de .
den i disiaosiao go put $$$ inside and it started moving with zheng on it LOL!
den after a short while 2 auntie walk pass and they stopped they're GIANT trolley and coment bout zheng right infornt of us LMAO .
tio own nia LOL =/
i was laughing like siao kia la haha =x
yea ,
so after that went back jp with mq cos she wanna go buy the Garlic Bread from Fairprice LOL .
and i got myself a bowl of Saseme Paste and MOCHA SOYMILK!
OMG THE MOCHA SOYMILK was SURPRISINGLY TASTY!!!;DD
wow .
seriously lol .
its NICEEEEEEE~~
haha .
den yea ,
bus-ed home le(:
LOL .

kk time for the pics;DD
BYE~~!!!

idk why i still seems to be emo whenever i think of you >.>
all i wanted now was that i could forget all the pain ,
and reminicence about the happy stuffs .
i wan to be happy whenever i think of our past ,
but its jus so hard DD;
...
but i'm glad to sae ,
i'm trying(:
hmmm , saying all this made me feel better LOL .
yea i guess this little coluum on my posts shall be my ' COMFORT STATION ' ;DD
LOL .

2009-03-21T22:37:00.002+08:00

emo liao la ...
fuck .

表面上的我是如此开心
不过内心里
十分无奈

2009-03-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!!
haha .
todae didnt go mentorship =x
didnt felt like going >.>
zzz
dengodf came my house at like ,
830am?
LOL
he help me da bao breakfast!(:
haha .
den eat finish le jiu slack at my house .
den afternoon zheng came over .
cos he wan cut hair ,
den i also NEED cut hair LOL =/
hmm
we got out of my house at arnd 530pm .
walk towards 399 den went to this 'nvr seen b4' saloon LOL
hmm .
zheng cut 1t ,
den i see Okay Okay .
i tell the guy ,
"erm , 后面剪 slope , den 前面和旁边全部剪短 . 然后还要剪薄"
so he started shaving my layer off .
den the sides .
and the front and the top >.>
so overall i got a FUCKING ARMY CUT when i jus wan a short hairdo >.>
i'll show u the picture later ,
and you guys will definitely laugh your asses off >.>
zzz .
he jus totally screwed up my fringe .
zzz .
and i remembered the Barber's name .
but i'm not gonna disclosed it >.>
zzz .
nabei .
after cutting finish i tot it's alright ,
but thinking back ,
i'm getting more and more pissed >.>
nabei cb .
my parting also like gone lor zzz
and i'm like godf right now ,
uber no fringe >.>
i looked more kuku den b4 la!!!
zzz

"orz

emo man liao la zzz .
nvm that shall be all i'm posting . too emo to post bout ytd's Kbox >.>
zz
nights all .

2009-03-15T21:16:00.001+08:00

Yea these are the photos ;DD
hah! eug is pwnt!><

2009-03-15T20:58:00.003+08:00

hey guys!(:
some time since i last posted le(:
haha .
hmm lets talk bout ytd + todae ba(:
ytd , after mentorship prog ,
go lan awhile jiu go home le(:
hmm , reached home and chatted on msn(:
LOL! =x
and damn sian sia ,
like all alone at home so bo liao ,
so i tried asking my frens over ,
but none can make it(:
so in the end i asked..
My Pri Sch Buddy WeiJie! LOL =x
yea he came over to stay over(: haha .
den i ton til mornin 7+ den go sleep til 10 wake up den wash up jiu go out le(:
went to have brkfast at mac;DD
eat le jiu go wj house wait he bath den went to JE mrt wait for mq they all(:
haha .
yea den headed to bugis haha =x
and intro-ed wj to my sec sch clique(:
LOL! =/
they could get along pretty well(:
haha!
den after that at 1st we wan to the food court at BJ to eat de ,
but shag , too many people haha!(:
so in the end we went to...
Singapore Zam Zam LOL! =x
wow 3rd consecutive wk go there eat le haha!
lets hope i nxt wk can still go there(:
LOL .
haha
but it's 1st time for Eug an WJ at the Zam Zam(:
LOL .
hmm ,
the 6 of us ate a total of 30$(:
so on average 1 person around 5 bucks nia lol!
and we were pretty full from their food haha .
and after that ,
it started rainin yet again >.>
omg ,
3 consecutive wk go 3 consecutive wk rain T.T
LOL!
zomgwtfbbq lol!
den chiong across the road and stuff to go to haji lane for some
SHISHA!(:
LOL!
yea~!
hah(:
hmm ,
found a place and Okay la ,
onli me eug and wj go get onli ,
sr and mq jus kope abit nia LOL! =x
hmm ,
and we ordered drinks there too haha(:
den in the end totall 51$ LOL .
means 1 shi sha like 15$(: haha .
and at the place we took quite abit of pictures(:
but i'll onli upload some of them up(:
haha! .
hmmm ,
both eug and wj complained bout the shisha but i felt that it's quite alright lor haha(:
they sae smoke le den abit guai guai LOL! =x
hmm ,
den after that go lan see see jiu go back home le haha .
and i hate my dinner at Shengsiong LOL!
siwang haha .
ate some cheap crabstick rice LOL =x
budget meal la haha (:
but it's filling for me(:
wah now i'm like quite shag sia ,
onli had like 2 1/2 hs of sleep LOL!
i'm quite some tanker le ,
not like the fucker wj ,
keep sae he tired wan nap >.> LOL
haha
yea and its time for the pictures;DD

gd luck to me during 24th March yea(:
i'm really worried right now):

2009-03-10T20:18:00.001+08:00

it's the pictures now(:
haha yea triff go kope ba(: LOL! =x
bye guys ,
hope ppl can pei me msg durin detention tml):
LOL deprived man sia me=/

2009-03-10T20:04:00.004+08:00

hey ,
kind tired right now >< todae ="x">.>
cb sibei suay and unhappy man recently .
fuck up de .
luckily i still have a few friends with me to help me get over it(:
if not i'll probably be dead right now =x
seriously this few days have been a drag for me):
cant seem to find a happy reason to be on this side of earth anymore..
all i can think of now is sad things ,
lvl meeting ; chers said i couldn't focus whereas zx and sr are paying attention in class .
wtf is this man..
classmates , is it really true that i'm not focusing as much as zx and sr?
tell me bout it .
cb .
i've got no fuck mood to do anything anymore .
for this past month + , it's really tiring .
i dun wan this kinda things anymore):

...

...

argh ,
i'll jus talk bout todae , post the 4 pics and get away liao =x

so got to sch ,
and todae the Bgirls Bball team got match ,
so release early ,
hmm ,
great lor .
but fuck , recess go see nur le jiu nvr go back class le .
wtf .
den in the end during their match (which is at Jurong Sports Complex there , fucking brought back painful memories man))': ) ,
i'm with mq + 1 more girl isolated from our class .
cb den stil got detention til fri ,
lj de leh zz
anw ,
grats BBall Bgirls on winning ,
LOL i keep telling mq , 看的比玩的还紧张 .
LOL! cos really very breath taking sia lol! .
alot of turnovers =x
haha .
den after that go back sch went to find godfrey they all play bball ;D
LOL! it's been so long since i last played sports LOL! .
somemore play til so long lol =x
play le walk home with zheng ming ;D
pri/sec sch mate!;D
cos he nid walk to the busstop near my house de(:
LOL!
and reached home emo-ed awhile before on-ing com >.>
i find what my fren wrote on her msn nick quite true .
it says sth like ,
loving some1 means letting yourself to have a chance to get hurt ,
but alot ppl still yearns for love .
being in love is a great feeling ,
but being out of love will totally cause your world to go haywire/turn upside down =x
LOL .
but that applies to ppl hu really loved their girlf in the past ,
it's really hell .
nvm i'll go post the pics le(:
forget about it man(:
haha .

bye guys;DD
take cares wor;DD

2009-03-07T23:11:00.003+08:00

This are the Photos~~
lazy post the rest(:
hah!

look at this bastard trying to rob the couple at the other side of the pillar =/

YO Surprise!;DD
LOL!

2009-03-07T22:39:00.002+08:00

hmmm ,
todae woke up at 8am >.>
LOL .
met godf and saw winstong they all at mac LOL .
anw ,
got to sch ,
and was told by ben that alot chers
were looking for me in sch on fri >.>
wtf sia , sian half .
den went for mentorship prog ,
and after that saw nur and he told me to see him after flag raising on mondae >.>
wtf .
sibei sian liao .
zzz
totally dun feel like goin sch le)):
anw ,
after that den godf came my house to slack awhile be we went to meet mq and zheng at JP .
and Fucking ZX PS me ,
he Fucking told m he'll come todae ,
and he jus placed his fat ass at home studying >.>
i bet he is studying about porn? or various sex positions applicable for fat ppls >.>
LOL .
jkjk la haha .
not so angry la ,
also used to it le lol .
but he's jus really a fucker la ,
idk why he jus doesn't seem to feel bad bout ps-ing us >.>
sibei guai lan .

anw ,
we went to pennin for Zheng's Cardigan and Godfrey's Skinnies~~
haha .
wow he got himself a pair of skinnies!(:
LOL!
anw ,
den bus-ed to bugis ,
and walked to haji lane .
walked to and fro a few tiems for mq de bag ,
den in the end ,
couldn't find and she got another 1 instead(:
and MQ~!!
your bag is shiny , orangey , big and NICE la~(:
haha .
and can keep alot things wor~~
so it's probably better than the 1 you're initially looking FOR~!(:
haha .
and anw ,
we head to Zam Zam after buying her bag ,
and i had my dinner at 4+ >.>
LOL!
sibei lame but i jus couldn't resist the food ><
haha .
it's jus really so nice(:
LOL! .
anw , den after that slacked around junction there take photo jiu go back le(:
LOL! .
kk
now ,
the post for the photos(:

PS: fuck sia monday must go see nur ,
cfm suspension + detention 1 lor):
make me lose mood to go to sch >.>

2009-03-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

Lyrisc to show how i feel right now .

Thats Why ( You Go Away )

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

Chorus:
I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head

Yes i know

Chorus

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

Chorus

That's why you go away I know

2009-03-06T20:20:00.006+08:00

我不知道为什么，
对你的思念，
依然依依不走 .
我的心，
也渐渐的彻底死亡 .
导致我，
睡觉之前，
心如刀割，
也就默默的流下眼泪 .
我想了又想，
不过，
我就是对你依依不舍，
我真的很想彻底的把我们的过去忘记，
就当我们没认识过 .
那我也能好好过我自己的生命，
不再伤心走下去 .
我也不知为何我傻傻的把你留念，
你却狠狠的把我忘了 .
应该是因为我们经过了这么多风风雨雨，
还能依然在一起的过去，
实在让我无法把我们的曾经忘掉 .
现在的我，
又混乱，
又伤心 .
我很想你回来，
回来的话，
又害怕不能好好对待你 .
...
还是算了吧，
不管怎么样，
你是永远不会回来了 .
就算回来了，
一切也将会是不同了 .
...
到了这个地步，
我也只能怪我傻，
怪我让自己陷入了太深，
怪我爱你爱得太多，
怪我不懂得好好珍惜你，
最后再怪我不是你心目中的白马王子 .

PS: I Really Need Help Getting Over Her ,
Any Kind Souls Willing To Help Me Out?

2009-03-04T15:28:00.001+08:00

hello peeps!;DD
short post for now(:
haha .
my life have been uneventful this few days =x
heehee .
anw ,
i was so bored i added my very own version of Chinese names for the people i linked!;DD
chk them out(:
heehee =x
Okay i ciao le(:
bye peeps!;DD

2009-03-03T21:05:00.004+08:00

hate me all you wan(:
i jus wanna get over you soon(:
and somehow i did it in an instant with you making me hate you .
rofl .
&& i wont call you names ,
cos afterall you're still some1 i've loved with all my life .
anw thx for all that we shared the past hr?
haha .
i bet you'll never wanna be frens with me anymore .
but still thx for letting my heart for you die off;DD
take cares!;DD

2009-03-03T20:25:00.005+08:00

i'm sorry for all i've done to you .
please forgive what i did .
and let us move on .
i'm sorry i choose the easy way out ,
cos i really cant stand the feeling inside me .
i rather we jus keep distant from each other
or not contacting each other .
cos i'm afraid i cannot control myself and
pester you again .
and it really jus hurt me that much to noe
that i'm a fren when i still love you .
but i guess that's the way we must be
to proceed on ba .
and i supposed i'm jus an emotional fool .
hu cant seem to move on as frens .
you may hate me now ,
but i think that is the best solution i can get so i'll be out of this misery .
i'm sorry for only thinking bout myself .
cos i can see that you're able to cope with yourself .
and onli leaving me alone behind .
i felt really lost and lonely .
and i really want whats left in me for you
to end .
that's why i cose this solution .
let me feel the hate .
so i wont be in love with you anymore .
and you may be right ,
when all is calm ,
and when i wan you as a fren back ,
it's highly impossible anymore .
but i think at that time ,
it's alright as we've still got the memories implant in us .
and that'll be when i'll do what you had always wanted me to do .
i'll be thinking bout all our happy memories and glad that we once knew each other .
so dun sae you're the stupiest person on earth ,
cos the past memories will be the happiest thing that happened .
i'm sorry for all i've done ,
and to the point to make you hate me .
but i guess it's the best for the both of us .
i guess you'll tear up all i've given you?
it that is so ,
i've no say anymore .
it's all up to you ,
to keep it as a memory in the future ,
or jus tear it up and forget it all .
at the end i think it's alright
even if we lose each other ,
not only as couples ,
but even if as a fren .
and even if u dun regard me as a fren ever again ,
i'll probably still regard you as a fren in my heart .
take pride in watever you do and jus becarefull in w/e you do too .
find your true love and be happy with him .
i'll definitely give you my blessings .
and now is the time i'll really reminisce the past that we had .
thank you for everything .
be it happy or sad .
it's sth i have to go thru ,
and so do you .
please dun hate me for long ,
as hating a person will never make you live your live happily .
i'd rather you forget totally bout me .

PS: i dun think this is clear as it is bits and pieces of words i wanna sae to you .
you may not be reading this but i'll jus leave it here in case you'll wan to read it .

2009-03-01T22:15:00.005+08:00

PHOTOS!!!;DD LOL!
its full of zheng haha!;DD and a couple of us =x
there are certainly a few more but i'm jus too lazy to upload le haha(:
Enjoy~!!;DD

PS: Zheng PS Uh >< I posted all the Imba 1s too(: haha . but dun have your wu lian pai la(: LOL! =x

LOL on 2nd thought i think i remove some ba =x i think like i guo bu qu sia haha =x
zheng thx me uh(:

2009-03-01T20:32:00.001+08:00

its Lyrics Once Again;DD LOL!

Since You Been Gone .

Here's the thing
We started out friends
It was cool, but it was all pretend
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
You're dedicated, you took the time
Wasn't long 'til I called you mine
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
And all you'd ever hear me say
Is how I picture me with you
That's all you'd ever hear me say

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you, now I get what I want
Since you been gone

How can I put it, you put me on
I even fell for that stupid love song
Yeah, yeah, since you been gone
How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way

But since you been gone
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah, yeah
Thanks to you, now I get, I get what I want
Since you been gone

You had your chance, you blew it
Out of sight, out of mind
Shut your mouth, I just can't take it
Again and again and again and again

Since you been gone (since you been gone)
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get, I get what I want
I can breathe for the first time
I'm so movin' on, yeah yeah
Thanks to you (thanks to you)
Now I get (I get)
You should know (you should know) that I get
I get what I want

Since you been gone
Since you been gone
Since you been gone

2009-03-01T20:12:00.002+08:00

Lalala~
so long no blog le(:
haha .
anw ,
todae went out wif mq zheng and sr ,
on a LAST MINUTE NOTICE =/
lol .
met them at boonlay mrt control station den ate lunch at JP(:
after that head to pennin for Ben's skinnies;D
he wears size 28 >.>
wtf .
anw ,
den took bus to bugis cos mq wan buy her backpack at Haji Lane ,
but when we got to bugis ,
it's rainin la!):
wth .
den cannot walk we go bugis slack awhile ,
trying to wait for the rain to die off .
but zzz it still continued on .
become we must take TAXI from Bugis to Haji lane =.=
LOL!
went to Haji Lane and and guess what .
...
...
...
the shop that she wanna get her bag from is not bloody open >.>
zzz
we tank the rain and stuff to find out that the shop is not open >.>
lmao...
and mq got hungry so we went to the Singapore Zam Zam(not Zoo Zoo uh Mq!) eat ;DD
wah the briyani and murtabak there is like...
ZOMGWTFBBQ NICE!;DD
LOL! .
seriously .
it's like the best i've ever had la!(:
tho that is the 1st time i ate those 2 items =x
LOL!
w/e...
den while walking back to bugis station zheng was like
camwhoring all the way la(:
haha!
he did all the funny stunts! =x
LOL!
den til i reach lakeside station he stil doing stunts sia haha!
lmao la he!;DD
actually is LOAO =x
Laugh Our Ass Off;D
haha!
and i safely got home at 755pm(:
before my 8pm curfew;DD
hehe! =/
lalala .
photos will be coming later on .
i lazy upload ,
so i gotta wait for zheng;DD
LOL! =x
bye peeps ;D
Take Cares Earthlings!((:

2009-02-26T21:37:00.002+08:00

Lyrics Lyrics(:
Enjoy~!!

Better In Time

(Ooooh)

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

2009-02-26T21:23:00.003+08:00

i was a silly retard .
i regretted not listening to my best buds .
i regretted falling so deep in love with you .
i regretted everything i did recently .
this is the 3rd major heartbreak I've suffered so far .
and boy i wished I'd be out of this surface of the world soon .
though i know time will heal my wound ,
but i guess this wound will still leave a unremoveable scar deep within .
and this thought me a lesson .
never do stupid things when you're seriously still in love with your girlf .
i did it and I've gotten my retribution .

and by far ,
you're the girl I've done the most to maintain our relationship ,
but i guess it had all went unappreciated by the
' i don't love you anymore '
i just felt like I'm a joke ,
my friends told me you're not worth ,
but guess what?
i went ahead with you ,
only to realise that all I'll ever get back from you was that excruciating pain I'm suffering right now .
it took me so much to tell myself to get over you .
and to tell you we're not gonna be friends anymore for fear of being reminded of the pain anymore .
it always just have to happen at the time where i needed you the most .
and the time where it'll hurt me the most .
I've just saw your message , and even if i still see you in JP ,
i don't think I'll ever go up to you again .
I'll just be reminded of the past memories where we had all the fun together .
it really just makes my heart fall apart .
i appreciate you telling me that you love me .
but i don't think It'll still feel the same anymore .
I gave in to fate .
i guess this is what i have to go through in my life .
loving and hurting and loving and hurting and loving and hurting all over again .
forget all the hurtful words?
you must be pulling my leg .
telling me you're both irritated and annoyed by me .
those are the words I'll remember that was from your heart .
i didn't know i was so unappreciated up til now .
haha .
people!
start laughing at me cos I've come to a point where i realise
for the past 3 weeks ,
I've done nothing but add more pain and misery to myself .
i will never say you've been the greatest girlf but I'll
still tell you you're the girl I've loved so much .

but now ,
even if you're gone ,
I'll move on .
I'll try to not let this incident being scared in my heart my entire life ,
therefore ,
i supposed we can never be friends ever again .
and i hoped to not see you again .
I'm sorry for being so immature but ,
i just wanna save myself some unnecessary pain .
i guess that's all i have to say .
GoodBye And GoodLuck .
StudyHard Too .

PS: Your Gifts Will Be Kept ,
Mainly Because I Don't Throw Gifts From People Away .

2009-02-24T23:14:00.001+08:00

another lyrics for ppl hu still visits my blog;DD
haha .

Forget About Me

Hmm
Whoaaa
Oohhh
Yeahh

You said it wasn't
Gonna be like
It was before
Then it happened again
Pushing me back
Out the door
Thought it would be
For real this time
Love me forget
About the signs
So now what do I do
Now, that I know
That we're through

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Is this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus:]
Why don't you love me
The way I loved you
It feels so crazy
Cause I dunno
What I did to you
If you're gonna hurt me
Then do it quickly
Cause I'm tired of cryin'
If you don't wanna
Stick around
Then, baby
Forget about me

Too late, sorry
I didn't even
Have the chance
You said you were happy
Baby
I don't understand
Gave you everything
You asked for
And was ready
To give you a lot more
I would've given you
The world
Right in the palm
Of your hand

Wish that I
Could move on
Can't let go
It's too strong
Just like that
And then you're gone
Was this how
You wanted it to be
Everything you had to say
Sent the tears
Right down my face
Now I'm trying to escape
The misery

[Chorus]

Boy
My heart was true
And that you can't deny
Don't be a fool
And walk away
From all the lies
It's up to you
Cause heaven knows
I've tried
Tell me
You're still in love
Yeahhhh
Ohh

[Chorus]

Forget about me
I really loved you...

2009-02-24T23:12:00.001+08:00

hello!;DD
hmm ,
todae damn lazy post ,
so...
i'll do it tml!;DD
and probably with pictures too!;DD
wakaka .
and imissmyphone):

2009-02-23T22:58:00.003+08:00

Some lyrics for you guys(:
ByeBye;DD

CRUSH

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside it was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way
About me, just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Has it ever crossed your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever!

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we could be, where this thing could go?
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it really just another crush?

Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I've tried and tried to walk away
But I know this crush ain't going away-ay-ay
This crush ain't going away-ay-ay

Going away
Going away-ay-ay
Going away-ay-ay

2009-02-23T20:28:00.002+08:00

hello peeps(:
hmmm ,
its so sad to see that no1 is visiting my blog)):
LOL!
make me feel like i'm posting for myself to read =/
hmmm ,
c'mon PEOPLES!
read on and tag Okay!(:
haha .

anw ,
todae went to sch as usual lor ,
i'm perseverance for study is dying!!!):
omg .
i cant stand it lol =x
and went to find nur ,
ask him as jj return me phone ,
and idk wat crap he told me .
den in the end fucking jj sae end of term .
cb sia .
den my sim card down there also >.>
fucking bitch lol .
anw ,
enjoy sia todae last period ,
i tot LKL will continue doing amaths ,
den in the end he like let us free period(:
wah kum enjoy sia(:
chatting bout random stuffs and wrestling haha!;D
sibei joker sia(:
haha .
den after school went to bus stop to go vivo with my darling princes(:
stupid bus took so long and the rain was
painfully heavy .
damn it .
the right side of my body is wet due to the work of the imba strong wind .
and later on my left side is wet too >.>
due to the work of the imba strong wind from all directions ._.
kum sian lor den in bus i cold like dk wat sia .
zzz
anw ,
met darling in the bus ,
den headed to vivo(:
had lunch at mac and she got the imba coupon for an xtra burger wif
the EVM(:
LOL! .
ate 2 burgers and i felt like vomitting alr she sae she not full >.>
she imba tie ke du zi(:
haha! =x
anw ,
den go skypark awhile jiu send her home le(:
hmmm ,
chatted at her house area with her before goin home(:
haha .
den now i think she fell asleep ,
she has not replied me since 917pm!!!!):
darling are u asleep alr?(:
can you hear me?(:
LOL! =x
anw ,
i'm off to slack at msn ,
so good nights ppls!;DD
ByeBye(:

darling did u have fun today?(:
haha .
i had lots of laughter today and i hope it'll
be the same for everyday alright?(:
haha .
i go slack slack den orhoeh le(:
bye bye!(:

2009-02-22T16:15:00.001+08:00

I Wanted You

Lately I've been thinking 'bout wat i can do
I've been stressing to fall back in love with you
I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through
But I can't go on this way
I've got to stop it babe
You've been wonderful in all that you can be
But it hurts when you say that you understand me
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door
Trying to take us back to where we were before
But I'm done I just can't do this anymore
Cause we can't be mended
So let's stop pretending now
We've been walking round in circles for some time
And I think we should head for the finish line
So believe me I, I am sorry I.. I am sorry I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need
I wanted you to know just how down deep
I wanted you, I wanted you, yeah

I, I I'm so sorry baby but
I, I I've got to pack up and leave but
I, I'll always remember how we came close to be
And what I wanted to be
I wanted you baby
Oooooh Yeahh
I wanted you
I wanted, I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall (I wanted you to be there, yeahhh)
I wanted you to see me through it all
I wanted you to be the one I love (Ooh ooh)
I wanted you, I wanted you (I wanted you oh)
I wanted you to hold me in my sleep
I wanted you to show me what I need (I wanted you to know me just how down deep yeah)
I wanted you to know just how down deep (I wanted you to know just how)
I wanted you, I wanted you
I wanted you
I.. I wanted you, I wanted you

2009-02-22T16:09:00.002+08:00

hello peeps;D
hmmm ,
nth much to sae leh ,
jus that todae i jus stayed at home whole day ,
using com/playing psp =x
haha .
i think i shud probably go dota soon;DD
haha .
so bored):
i noe wat i can do!;DD
i'll post a lyric of a song in my blog up (:
hehe .
quite emo the song ,
and it shud probably be the song that
directly reflects how i feel now .
k bye peeps;D
Everyone good day uh!(:
haha;DD

2009-02-21T15:13:00.002+08:00

HELLO!;DDDDD
NewBlogNewBlog!:DD
haha .
lalala~~
shall post next time!:D
haha .
& for those hu dk ,
i'm bac kwith her again(:
Bye Peeps:DD